I woke up at 5 on Christmas day and had a very good morning. Then I took a really good nap. And dad’s power came back on in Capon Bridge. I watched Home Alone 2 and The Grinch Who Stole Christmas and I finished A Christmas Story Christmas and I went to bed.
I wrote a verse and a hook too.
Today, I woke up and felt off. I went to the grocery store for pancake mix. I came home and made Aaliyah a smoothie. I washed sheets. I got depressed thinking about my mom and why I’ve never attempted to make gravy from scratch before.
It was because I used to help her make gravy from scratch. And then I used too much salt.
Then I found out my cousin died and one of the last times I saw him was the night mom passed. And now I hope and pray that he gets to see her again.
Then I felt sad and defeated so I took a nap on the bedroom floor while the girls watched Wednesday. I took a shower and visited with Brandi when she came over. Then, I made some new videos.
I also went down a Mac Miller rabbit hole on TikTok and that didn’t help.
Now, Aaliyah’s falling asleep so I’m going to get up and relax the rest of the night.
It’s a miracle we even try to get out of bed sometimes.
The important part is that we try.